This one is not like you.

 

                                       

 

......This one is stronger.

 

        Just look. One cannot compare.

 

 

 

It is through Spite that of which we draw our strength from. Though hatred blinds the mind, it-momentarily-dispells all thoughts that lurk in the dark crevices of the mind. And so please, despise this one...hate this one. So that you may draw strength from this and LIVE. Live for the sake of others and not yourself. Be selfless, as you have already lost yourself. Help yourself and in turn you shall be able to help others. As Freud had said, "You must beome your own patient before you can have patients". Which means, you must be able to fix your own self- tend to your ownself- before being capable of fixing others. Live in hatred if you must...lest it is the only form of strength you may draw from. Strength is strength. With it, you shall achieve. You shall exist. Exist for the sake of existience...to counter-balance the nonexistience. So that we may all exist. So this world itself may exist. [Break away from the chains of the cave. Believe not what the prisoners say of the shadow puppets. Leave the cave and enter reality. Slowly turn and open the eyes-though painful for it is not used to the light(truth). See what the cave has shielded you from...see the Truth. I beseech you, open the eyes...your natural ability to learn.] Yet...before we can truly see...we must, simply put, die. In death shall our eyes be opened. In death, shall colors comes to life. The dullness of our previous eyes will lift...and we are born once more. How can one truly live, if they have not died? Though not a literal death. I mean it in  the sense of having to go through pain-having to suffer. With pain, one is forced to detatch oneself from themselves, so that they may not feel the pain. During the phase of detatchment, one is exposed to completely new and fantastical thoughts and ideas. Detatchment aids one by pulling them out of "living" so that they may become a spectator in life(this is "death"). As a spectator, one has full view of this battlefield we call "life". It is like a game of chess- one is entitled to see how both sides fight. When one is but witnessing the battle and is not in battle, oneself is better able to strategize and find out the inner workings of both opposing sides. When the phase of detatchment has ceased, one is left enlightened about the inner workings of life(the rebirth). It is then that they are able to truly Live...for now they understand the inner workings of this game we call "Life". Hence one should live for the sake of death. Live so that you may experience this death...detatchment...enlightenment.

 

 if only I was able to tell you this earlier...but alas...time is not a fool that waits. Perchance this shall be of use to another soul.